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Wednesday, September 2, 2009,10:12 PM
Story of my life Seeing other having such a warmth and loving family. I felt kind of jealous. They always have someone to love them, really love them. I just felt that I was all alone in this world. Having such a complicated family, I feel so stressed now. Grandma who always don’t like my mother Father who always heck care about us Mother who always suffered and don’t know how to be strong. Siblings who always do not like me. Having this family is just equal to having none of them by my side Now, my dad has abandoned us My grandmother is keep complaining it and always blamed my mother. My mother , cried all day long just because of my dad, already told her to give up, she just won’t listen. My mother who can’t take it , decided to leave this house with my younger sister, leaving me here alone. Living with this grandmother is as if living in Hell Going to aunt ‘s house which I will see my Fucking elder sister, making me now having nowhere to go. SO now, I planning to leave this house too. I PLAN TO QUIT MY SCHOOL NOW. FIND A JOBS AND LIVE ALL BY MYSELF. ANYWAY, GOING TO NS WILL TAKE MORE THAN 1 YEAR. BUT THERES ONE BIG SHOCKED NEWS THAT I’VE FOUND OUT. HOW MY DAD AND MUM GOT TOGETHER. The truth is that my dad, who is my friend of my uncle, my mother’s friend. One fine day, he raped my mother and cause her to be pregnant. My uncle couldn’t bear to see my mother suffering and forced my dad to marry her. My grandma who blamed my mum for the cause of this, hated my mum since then. I cant believe she still side her son when her fucking son doing the wrong thing. After my elder sister was born, that old nagging bitch keep saying what the child is a freak or who doesn’t even belong their family. My mum was angry and thinking of selling away the baby. Then that fucking grandmother said what my mum is irresponsible. THAT GRANDMA IS TOTALLY UNFORGIVABLE. So, now I plan to live all alone now…. Firstly, LY left me.. Followed by my useless dad. Tot still having my mum left, Yet now she left me all alone here.. How heartless can u all people be… I tot u all were the only people who loves me… NOW , all of u abandoned me in this freaking complicated world??
LONELY,EMPTY LIFE.. IS HOW U WANT MY LIFE TO BE?? :( |
