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Wednesday, December 30, 2009,1:38 AM
LOL. HI EVERYONE THIS POST WAS REQUESTED BY MY BLOG EDITOR NICOLE CHO MEILING well this is my new blog. look nice isnt it? haha just that my editor dun like her own creation. haha>< ok. SOMETHING ABOUT HER. OK.. THE FIRST TIME I MET HER WAS IN SCHOOL OF COS. SHES MY CLASSMATES. LOL. THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER. she was quite a attractive girl to me. but as time goes on. the " QUITE" BECOMES A "NOT" haha well. just that her personality is abit over hyperactive. haha. but overall. shes a good friend to be with . although sometimes she said mean words to u. but usually, she doesnt mean it. lol and once shes quiet. its either shes hungry, bored or unhappy. hahaha!! ya thats bout her and one more thing SHES ATTACHED. HAHAHA!! ANYWAY THANK YOU NICOLE!! LOL. |
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009,11:41 AM
Tada! {Mission: Eric's Blog Revamp} by Vainicolevil  Didnt know you will throw me your email and password. Not scared I post porn photos here ar? Haha. Anyway. Here is your new blog. You dont like also cannot change! Haha because you see I do until what time now? Its 3:27am. See my hardwork. I dont care. You have to stick to this crap of atleast a week before you can change. I never said I was good at doing blogs "  Have fun! Stop posting sad things,ok?  Think of happy stuff. Erm... I help you think le. Your next blog post's title shall be : "Wonderful Nicole".  You have to post about how Im so nice helping you to make a blog. Wahahah sounds good? Sounds good to me :)Ok. Ooops.. Its 3:39am. Going to bed now.  P.S. I did what I promised you :) Greatest Classmate, Nicole  |
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Thursday, December 24, 2009,12:51 AM
乌云遮蔽了天空 窗外又是阴雨时候 伞下的恋人中 不再有你我手牵手 一切过了太久 我们的十字路口 下一站是谁在等候 你我的方向盘 却向着相反的彼岸 终点还是分开 告别你我离开之后 这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动 你说你记住了不为彼此难过 过各自的生活 oh baby～ 你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺 不是说好彼此都不再联络 谁都别再犯错 是我的固执让你难过 但是分手却也无法选择 我走了以后 你要好好生活不要想我 也别再哭了 我们的十字路口 下一站是谁在等候 你我的方向盘 却向着相反的彼岸 终点还是分开 告别你我离开之后 这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动 你说你记住了不为彼此难过 过各自的生活 oh baby～ 你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺 不是说好彼此都不再联络 谁都别再犯错 是我的固执让你难过 但是分手却也无法选择 我走了以后 你要好好生活不要想我 也别再哭了 不要想我 也别再～ 你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺 不是说好彼此都不再联络 谁都别再犯错 是我的固执让你难过 但是分手却也无法选择 我走了以后 你要好好生活不要想我 也别再哭了 its a nice song . 你的承诺 |
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Thursday, December 17, 2009,2:22 AM
SEEMS THAT EVERYTHING THAT I WROTE HERE, IS ONLY GONNNA BE READ BY ME. THE SITUATION I HAD NOW , HAS NO DIFFERENCE FROM MY BLOG. I GUESS WE SHARED THE SAME FATE, BEING ALONE. HOW MANY MONTHS HAD PAST AUGUST?? 5 MONTHS. IS IT LONG OR IS IT SHORT? I DUNNO. MAYBE TODAY I JUST HAPPENED TO MISS U BADLY, OR IS IT BECAUSE I STILL CANT GET OVER YOU? I REALLY DUN KNOW. IF U REALLY SEE THIS POST, LIYUN. IM REALLY SORRY.IM NOT FIT TO BE UR BF. AND FINALLY , SOMETHING U WILL BE GLAD HEARING FROM ME. YOU CAN FIND A BETTER GUY. IM NOT GONNA POST A NEW ONE OR DELETE IT UNTIL U SEE THIS POST. LATELY I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG ， 爱情不能做比较 i feel like crying , but i cant. cos when i cry again. i wont be able to really move on like u did. i guess being strong is equal as being heartless to others. i learnt this, care for yourself . dun care for others. treasure only yourself. ok. people end of writing. this blog fate is on liyun now. whether i gonna continue posting or stop at this , depends on her. byebye |
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Thursday, December 3, 2009,7:21 PM
ITS BEEN A FEW MONTHS SINCE I'VE STOPPED POSTING WELL, ACTUALLY THERES NOTHING REALLY HAPPENED IN THE PAST FEW MONTHS, IT JUST SCHOOLING,SCHOOLING AND SCHOOLING. BLOGGING BECOME QUITE BORED SINCE NOTHING CAN BE POSTED. BUT RIGHT NOW, I HAVE NOTHING TO DO RIGHT NOW. THUS I DECIDED TO BLOG. HMMM.. WHAT CAN I BLOG?? O.O WELL, a few days ago. i called someone who i know. but didn contact for a long period of time. at first she didn picked up the call. shortly after, she used other 's phone to call me. i could sense a guy beside her. well , its been a few months, still i felt the discomfort inside me. i still remember the voice, the voice that makes me felt calm and contented once. but now, when i heard , it makes me feel weak. she asked me who am i. well she 've forgotten me i guess. but not long after, she called me again. she asked my name, she said i sounded very familiar to her. but i couldn make myself to said my name out. i really wanted to tell her. but i cant. in the end, i told her im alviss. i may be a bit stupid. but its best she dun recognise me. afterall, no girl has touched me like the way she did. but people , currently im in love with this song, i also wanna dedicate this song to her. 爱情不能做比较 its nice haha thats bout it people takecare |
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Sunday, September 27, 2009,2:32 AM
SORRY W14F, I CANT MAKE IT FOR TMR CHALET. SOMETHING CROPPED UP.. I REALLY WANNA GO.BUT I DUN HAVE THE MOOD. PLUS, SOMEONE NEEDS MY COMPANY CURRENTLY NOW. SO SORRY. SORRY VINCENT SORRY BEE SIAN SORRY WEN XIAN SORRY RANDY SORRY MEI WEI SORRY DANIEL SORRY ZANE SORRY NIGEL SORRY VALERIE SORRY PEI PEI SORRY JIA NAN SORRY SIE YEA SORRY MARCUS SORRY NAJAT SORRY KHAIRUL SORRY MACTER SORRY RASYDAN SORRY RAHILA SORRY BIBIN SORRY WEI JIE SORRY FEBRINA SORRY FAKE JAY CHOU SORRY SHUET LING SORRY W14F. HOPE U GUYS HAVE FUN. TAKECARE |
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009,3:22 AM
9 TH SEPTEMBER 2009 one month before, i was still EXicted for this day to come one month later, i rather this day dont ever exist in every month. MEMORIES ARE ALWAYS GOOD BUT STILL, I DUNNO WHY IM STILL UPSET, STILL FEELING MOODLESS. ITS THE SAME KIND OF FEELING THOUGH IN THE PAST. PEOPLE ALWAYS WANT THINGS TO BE THE WAY THEY WANTED. PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS SELFISH. GUESS LONELINESS IS MY LIFETIME PARTNER. I LOVE YOU, LONELINESS. |
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Monday, September 7, 2009,12:57 AM
YO PEOPLE U ALL MUST HAVE BEEN WONDERING WHAT I WAS DOING FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS. HAHA WELL, I HAVE BEEN DOTA-ING ! HAHA WELL, ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I TOUCH ON IT AGAIN. LOL SINCE NOW I HAVE ALOT OF FREEDOM AND TIME I GUESS I NEED SOMETHING TO MAKE THE TIME PASS SO I CHOOSE DOTA!! WELL , IT ALWAYS NEVER FAILED TO CHEER ME UP!! LATELY , I'VE BEEN TRAINING ON THIS HERO, DARK SEER. WELL, ITS A FUN HERO TO USE , ESPECIALLY UR ALLIES IS AN INVISIBLE HERO. HAHA. PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID I HAVE NO LIFE PLAYING DOTA WELL, I HAVE TO TELL U ALL SOMETHING. DOING SOMETHING THAT U DONT ENJOY DOING, THATS WHAT I CALL A NO LIFE. I LIKE TO PLAY DOTA. ITS MY INTEREST SO ITS NOT A NO LIFE, PEOPLE FOR ME, HAVING A GIRLFRIEND IS THEN A NO LIFE.. U CANT DO THIS U CANT DO THAT U RE TOTALLY CONTROLLED... SO DUN EVER CRITICISE ME AND MY DOTA THANKS |
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Wednesday, September 2, 2009,10:12 PM
Story of my life Seeing other having such a warmth and loving family. I felt kind of jealous. They always have someone to love them, really love them. I just felt that I was all alone in this world. Having such a complicated family, I feel so stressed now. Grandma who always don’t like my mother Father who always heck care about us Mother who always suffered and don’t know how to be strong. Siblings who always do not like me. Having this family is just equal to having none of them by my side Now, my dad has abandoned us My grandmother is keep complaining it and always blamed my mother. My mother , cried all day long just because of my dad, already told her to give up, she just won’t listen. My mother who can’t take it , decided to leave this house with my younger sister, leaving me here alone. Living with this grandmother is as if living in Hell Going to aunt ‘s house which I will see my Fucking elder sister, making me now having nowhere to go. SO now, I planning to leave this house too. I PLAN TO QUIT MY SCHOOL NOW. FIND A JOBS AND LIVE ALL BY MYSELF. ANYWAY, GOING TO NS WILL TAKE MORE THAN 1 YEAR. BUT THERES ONE BIG SHOCKED NEWS THAT I’VE FOUND OUT. HOW MY DAD AND MUM GOT TOGETHER. The truth is that my dad, who is my friend of my uncle, my mother’s friend. One fine day, he raped my mother and cause her to be pregnant. My uncle couldn’t bear to see my mother suffering and forced my dad to marry her. My grandma who blamed my mum for the cause of this, hated my mum since then. I cant believe she still side her son when her fucking son doing the wrong thing. After my elder sister was born, that old nagging bitch keep saying what the child is a freak or who doesn’t even belong their family. My mum was angry and thinking of selling away the baby. Then that fucking grandmother said what my mum is irresponsible. THAT GRANDMA IS TOTALLY UNFORGIVABLE. So, now I plan to live all alone now…. Firstly, LY left me.. Followed by my useless dad. Tot still having my mum left, Yet now she left me all alone here.. How heartless can u all people be… I tot u all were the only people who loves me… NOW , all of u abandoned me in this freaking complicated world??
LONELY,EMPTY LIFE.. IS HOW U WANT MY LIFE TO BE?? :( |
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I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE NOW.. MY FATHER, MY GRANDMOTHER, EVEN MY MOTHER.. WHY CANT I JUST HAVE A PROPER FAMILY LIKE ANYONE?? I DUN WANT ANYTHING FROM YOU ALL, I JUST WANT TO HAVE PEACE IN THIS FAMILY. THATS ALL!!! IS IT THAT HARD?! THAT FUCKING USELESS ALR LEFT US. WHATS THE POINT OF BRINGING OUT ABOUT HIM?? I ALR TOLD MY MUM TO GET OVER OF HIM. SHE JUST WONT LISTEN EVEN SHE DOES, THAT FUCKING BIG MOUTH GRANDMOTHER WHO TOT IS SHE IS RIGHT WILL KEEP ON ADDING FUELS AND FIRES. FUCK THEM ALL MAN!! HOW OLD ARE THEY NOW?? THEY ALL ADD UP TOGETHER OF OVER 120 YEARS... WHY CANT THEY FUCKING GROW UP?? ITS THE PAST THAT MY MUM DID THIS TO U, U FUCKING GRANDMA.. ITS UR FAULT TOO WHO BEING SUCH AS AN ASSHOLE. ITS BEEN OVER 20 YEARS NOW AND U STILL MY BLAME MY MUM? OH WELL. OK.. NOW ITS YOUR OWN FREAKING SON'S FAULT WHO LEFT US. NOW U PUSH ALL THE BLAMES TO MY MUM?! JUST FCUKING WAKE UP CAN?? UR SON DID THIS ON HIS OWN ACCORD. HE JUST FOLLOWED THE FOOTSTEPS OF UR OWN HUSBAND. JUST ACCEPT IT . THEY ARE JUST USELESS. I KNOW U TOOKCARE OF HIM FOR VERY LONG. BUT U CANT PUSH ALL THE BLAMES TO MY MOTHER. SHES INNOCENT. I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.. ANYONE WANNA HELP TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE? ANYONE WILLING TO TAKECARE OF ME??? JUST NEED ANYONE. PLEASE, JUST ANYONE NOW.... |
